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Side effects can be very hard to deal with. Certain medications can cause severe Psychotic side effects. Most Doctors will disagree But as being one that suffered I must get the word out. In my case One of the medications that I took was found to have caused it worse than others. So if you re experiencing anxiety or vivid dreams that are not normal for you I would check into this. To see if maybe the medications are causing this in you. I also heard voices But was able to overcome that portion with Gods help. In fact all of the side effects he helped me with. Its because I know that not everyone has him in there life. At least consider asking your Doctor for something to help you cope . Some Antipsychotics Medications can be worse than others. which was the case for me.

When you look at the love you have for your children. If any thing in you would let you make a decision to forget you love your children. Then the love you have for them is conditional. Therefore can not be classified as true love. There seems to be so many different kinds of love. Let us reason this word out logically. Love is a deep feeling of Joy happiness And praise. For me love is love there is nothing that can stand in its way. You can take away my wife and children like has been done to me. You can take anything you desire from me except what is in my heart. There is no one powerful enough in this world to strip this love inside me away. I am just a man though
God has blessed me with the ability to love with an unconditional love. Its a love that I cant explain. Even though the state has sold her on their right to rip apart a loving man from a family. I have so many mixed emotions sometimes but when the day is over. I can still lay my head on a pillow and sleep like a baby. I do not know a whole lot about any thing but what I feel is real I will always love my wife with an unconditional love. My discovery of what true love is about started with my acceptance of a man that i cant see. but I'm just as sure of him as the love inside of me. I almost died twice once i was in he hospital for pneumonia. The other time I was hit by a car going over 40 mph. Now in my walk of faith I tell you that i bare the marks of the cross. the truth is that both of my legs were broke. i also had a broken arm my head was swollen up like a basketball they had no hope that i would even make it to the hospital alive. But here I am to share with you A loving Father that truly cares for you. I can tell I had no white light experience. However i have seen the father either in a dream or vision. sometimes I may walk the wrong road for a short time But God is good to me. Maybe I get caught up in the world for a little while But God always gently pulls me back to himself. Its a desire to walk with God that I have. I do not want to be in front of or behind him but right by his side. My lord has truly blessed me. Though I could always be true to God Since becoming a Christian I have a very hard time sharing with you everything in my life. How ever if you follow my posts you will know everything in time. I am a slave to the cross and it is like Paul said Nothing can take me away from the love God has for me All the powers on this earth could not. There are times of weakness when God has to walk me through it but he is there with me. he may stand back for a moment and wait for me to ask for help. Then he rescues me just like King David said in psalm 91. who could have known I needed that scripture one man inside a church That was the first time anyone ever gave something good to hag on to. In 1999 I am so thankful that he had the insight to share that one with me. I remember one Sunday i was so caught up in the Holy Spirit God gave me a vision I seen the pastor and several others with Tongue's like a snake though i didn't know the meaning at the time there were so many things going on in my life at the time. I have to take this medicine that can have a very terrible side effect it can cause hallucinations. And believe me it was no fun. I got locked up in the mental ward at western state in Washington St. well I have to get away from this for awhile so ill next time may His hands be on yor life and lead you like he is me Know that God with his son and Holy Spirit Love very deeply and our stories touch his heart as well. As I pray that out of reading this you would find a loving relationship with a caring Father and that he would bless you with everything you need to do his will. much love and adoratiion to you.