The ways of My God.

Sharing my faith is hard to start sometime,s. What I know and have experienced is a very different story
See everytime Ith comes time to share I have only to open my mouth and speak the words flow like rivers of living water. Jesus said if you drink of the water I share never thirst again us an awesome thing knowing he is right there helping me. Right now with these words he is putting them out there that I know what to write. Now I was saved in 1999 during the summer it was amazing how it all happened I was laying on my sofa crying for days it seemed well the Holy Spirit came and led me to the radio which had metal playing on it.
Well I put my hand to the dial and changed it it went to k love in Portland I think I even had second thoughts about the station my mind was Quickly put at ease so I left it alone and listened to luis palau sharing the gospel with Portland Or then I heard how these people were addicts and drunks.
You know that was me as I listened intently I was put more and more at ease till a moment when they ask if anyone wanted to accept jesus in their life. And I knew I had to do exactly that so I prayed God if this is really how you are I accept you and give you my heart. That was 15 years ago I'm totally different now.
Transformation God tells us that he will put a new heart new mind new soul in those that believe I can tell you it's a true fact. After I accepted him I was reading and everyone was being baptized I wanted that because of obedience. I didn't have any training in Gods ways. I only knew there was churches. So after I was saved I was messed up cause right after that I had a  sort of break down and was alone except for God no one could help me. Such a though time dout a new believer. Them because of what I went through it seemed the Church was even against me I had it so bad thought that God didn't want me. Even through all that my Faith never dwindled just got stronger.
Thats why I have a very deep attachment With my God and my King. He has helped me through many hard times. I never felt such hopelessness. That was the worse feeling you can have. Now days I maery get a little of that but not the same at all. Which has brought me closer to the Lord than ever.